These days you can't feel the weight, Of every though I have, And every word I say, I'm crazed pushing all that love away, With every fear I have, And every game I play, So please stay, I've learned you're hunter or the prey , And when I try to look away, Well it makes my heart beat fluctuate, Up and down, Because all of my time awake, I spend it so afraid, Of things I fabricate, Problems that I fabricate, And every inch of me is scared of being cliche, I let my body shake, Let my heart beat fluctuate, Up and Down, But only for you, Up and down my love, But only for you, These days I can feel the weight, Of every thought I have and every word I say, These days push all of that love away, With every fear I have, And every game I play, So so please stay, I've learned you're hunter or the prey, And it makes my heart beat fluctuate, It makes it fluctuate, Up and down, But only for you, Up and down my love, But only for you, Never did I ever think, Ever would it come for me, I let the flames burn.
Track Name: Comes Out Right
I promise I don't really need, Another chance to say what's on my mind, When it never even comes out right, And I end up alone with myself in a mirror thinking, You know that you'll soon be the death of me, When I think and I think so much but then, I always choose my words so carelessly, When I promise I'm trying to beat in sync with you, Because the demon is the pride, There's an evil deep inside of you that I can't exercise, And I don't feel one bit inclined to, watch you drown struggling for life, I said the demon is the pride, There's a light to guide you but all you have to do is open up your eyes, And I don't feel on bit inclined, To watch you drown struggling for life, Your broken double helix, Won't be cured by wishful thinking, But you can sound the alarm (if you want), Your only chance is dissmis everything that shaped your thinking, But you can sound the alarm (if you want), Writing your own prophecies, Will leave you waiting on your favorite lie, Pretending you can build whatever you can dream, When really all you do is sleep through life, And you can choose your own reality, Where every breath you take is an alibi, For why the light is all you need to see, But when the sun comes up you just turn your eyes to me, While I promise I'm trying to beat in sync with you
Track Name: Shaking This Boat
Feel so high, Feel so high and mighty when he rolls his eyes, Take so light, Take so little pleasure when his weather don't wind, Tips of the bite, Expect what you're projecting from a world that you fight, Tits on a lie, Like tits on a lie, The fever you're inventing is the hope that you by, So I do as if I do, Know as if I know, Know that I'm the only one shaking this boat, Hold on tight, Till the fallacies can callous any doubts in your mind, Just to spit, Speaking just to hear the challenge of an answer done right, Lips to the pie, Taste the sweetness in the moment that you can't rewind, Tits on a lie, Like tits on a lie, The eagerness invented is the hope that you buy, So I do as if I do, Know as if I know, Know that I'm the only one shaking this boat
Track Name: Do My Worst
Tell me which truth, Is the truth, That today your brain is really looking to me for, Because I can tell you right now, The only one that matters, Is the one that's probably going to hurt, So shall I do my worst, Or just keep waiting, Waiting on the right time, The right time is probably never going to come by, But some days I think I wouldn't mind, Just waiting till the day I die, To be rid of you, And while we're on the subject of the truth, Well it feels like a parasite is feeding on my insides, Because what is me is me, And if what is me is me, Then what is you is you, And that's why we have to live with two versions of the truth, Because you can't stand what is you is you, And I don't know how long, I can bite my tongue, I don't know how long I'm going to wait, For something I know is probably never going to change, There's only so many times, And there's only so many ways, You can ask the world to re-arrange, But when you find that comfort, You may find it's like a glue, And when it spills across your shows, And then it dries and you want to move, Well I promise I won't have the strength, To shift the ground that you've grown attached to, The comfort is like a glue, And while we're on the subject of the truth, Of how you bleed me like a parasite, That's feeding on my insides, Because what is me is me, And what you see is me, Ignoring what is you, That's why we have to live with two versions of the truth, Because I won't have the will to move the ground that you've grown attached to, So I say it's not my problem anymore, You bleed me like a parasite.
Track Name: Desire To Be
It wasn't that long ago, That I considered myself young, Hatched from a seed of desire to be, Limbs stretching for the sun, As I walked out to meet the world, Not a soul cared that I had come, To announce I've arrived with a sweet side, And now I'm searching for the one, Life is a love building exercise I'm beginning to understand, It's not the fate of the world that's resting in my two hands, For the first time investing my mind in a faith that two could stand, Back when I knew I had yet to explore what it means to be a man, But when I met you girl, That's when everything changed, So I didn't need to accept there was no other way, than the one I had yet to take, To be left with the brain of a beast, Is a love as un-tamed as a rippling wake, So I swim hard with all fours even when there's no sign of the shore, Because I know when my toes touch the sand I'll receive my reward, In the form of a happiness that no lie could ever dream to fake, But what it is we find at the finish line, Well that's still ours to define, That's the life that we choose to me, It was when I met you girl, That's when everything changed.
Track Name: Can't Pause People
If a dog will always bark, And a fish will always swim, Until the earth no longer spins, Well then you can't pause people, so just don't let them in, If the race will always start, Just so the best can always win, Until the earth no longer spins, Well then you can't pause people, So just don't let them in, If and X will mark the spot, Bu you're searching for a cross, And the hope is always lost, If every change comes at a cost, Well then you can't pause people, From the moment they begin, And if you can't pause people, Suggest you don't let them in, Because this will be the only chance, That you will ever have to live, And so you better make it good because you won't get made again, It's how you choose to spend it and the ones you spend it with, You can't pause people, From the moment they begin, So either find the right people, Or just don't let them in.